We were spamming our boyfriends with pictures earlier.
I’ve developed such strong feelings for him since the first day I met him. It’s crazy because I would have never thought I’d be going out with a guy who treated me so well. I may be blowing it a bit out of proportions because we do have moments where we fight and argue… But for the most part, he treats me good. He has sacrificed so much to be with me. I’m grateful to have him. To have someone who can bring a smile to my face after I’ve been crying my eyes out for hours, someone who makes me feel beautiful whenever I’m with him, someone who listens.
When I’m with him, I feel at that moment, that I’m finally being able to take control of my life and I’m able to just… Relax. He doesn’t question any of my actions, all he does is support me. That’s what I need. Someone who is able to reassure me that I’m able to do something I want to and that I can succeed at it.
I’ve never been so clingy to a guy either. I usually spend everyday with him, but when he takes me home, while I’m at school or anything, I just want to be him. I want him to be happy. I’ve never been so infatuated by someone’s presence. Just thinking about him gives me butterflies.
I got it bad.
It’s ridiculous how you’re punishing me for trying to stand up for myself and make my own choices.
You have to isolate me from the world for me to do what you want me to? Shouldn’t I have the ability to choose what I want for myself and have the support from my own family? You’re so hypocritical. You said it yourself, I’m sheltered and need to learn how to do things on my own. So how am I able to do things on my own if you won’t let me? If you don’t give me the opportunity to do things for myself.
Maybe I should just do it my way and end up paying for college and stuff myself. I don’t need your money if you’re going to use it against me later on.
It’s either you want me or you don’t. Don’t waste my time.
If you want to be with me, fight for me. Don’t back up and try to hurt yourself instead of fixing the situation. Prove to me your point, don’t get mad.
And if you don’t want me, leave me.
I rather have you leave me now then later if you don’t want me.
Your pupils dilate when you see the person you are attracted to. Because the nervous system controls the muscles of the irises, the response of the nervous system to different stimuli results in involuntary pupil dilation. Another commonly cited reason the pupils dilate is in response to excitement or sexual arousal. When a person sees something or someone they find very attractive, their eyes may dilate.
When I look into my boyfriend’s eyes. c:
I don’t want him to meet my parents or siblings soon. Knowing how bad my family judges would kill me in the end. I just know how they would be when they meet him. They’ll either mug or smile at the most, then once he leaves they’ll tell me that he’s not good enough for me. That I should leave. This and that.
He would be the first guy I’ve ever brought home to introduce as my boyfriend. I don’t think I can bare with my family talking so much head about someone I care a lot about. It would hurt me inside to know they don’t respect me enough to let me make my own decisions.
I mean what can they really do if they don’t like him? Tell me to break up with him? That won’t stop me from dating him or hanging out with him.
The more they bug me to bring him over and the more they get on my head about having a boyfriend — results to rebellious actions.
I just don’t want the words of my family to hurt him as much as they hurt me.
That’s all…
Someone I make happy. c:
Can I have you… Please. dksjfaklsdjflakdjsf.
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